Hiv positive past last year and now how do i?

deal with this because i did 2 mouth swab test few months ago and there neg???so health dept called me now of all times i thought i was fine and took more blood to do a western blot test? im so scared and dont know if i can deal with this new drama as well and other stuff going on.any guys know which test is more accurate? i get the results hope by fri.